I got my milli at the same time you did, and also put the M&M wheels on. I am able to do feathers quite easily, and the more I do them, the better they get. No one should be in tears over their machine - they are too much fun for that! I agree with Barb - look over the download, and if it isn't what you need, call Amy. She knows these machines inside and out and is SO helpful. I guarantee between the forum, Barb and Amy you will be feathering in no time!